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[17 Aug 2004|12:40am] |
okay,
well the last time i wrote in this thing was like in 2002. i stopped because of a few reasons
1. my friends who i use to talk to on this thing turned into pot heads... and that pretty much ruined the relationship...
2. i really never had anything to say
and 3. i thought reading people's journals were kinda boring
and now you ask y am i writing in it again? well i will tell you y. my friend jenny just told me she has become a member, so i am writing this for her pleasure of enjoyment and so she can mock me later with her silly comments.
ever since i stopped writing in here plenty of things have happened in my life and most of it is good.
1. i love my college! i met the greatest people there.. i adore my pals, Tricia, Ludes, lexi, my vball team, mort, beam, and all the guys from academy.
2. i have my babe, Ronnie, who is awsome
3. i am done with that crap ass dominican which they call a high school... worst place i ever been too. all it did was give me hell. from friends to teachers to classes.
4. and because i went to a crap ass high school they didnt realize i have a learning disability. yes after attending college for a year.. i find this out. great time right?
5. my parents are moving to the warehouse district! yeah... closer to all the great bars and restaurants, and true brew.
well thats really it in a nut shell... but i am pleased with it. i cant be anymore happy with it. of course my life could be better i guess. but i dont find myself crying anymore at night when i did during highschool wishing that i stayed at Ursuline. i am done with friends who take everything and dont give...
i am so happy that i am leaving for college again.. cause i cant stand new orleans except for ronnie and Jenny B. there is calie too, but something is the matter with her and she wont tell me.
the only regret i have about this summer is that i didnt see a certain person that i want to slap across the face. me and calie call the person potato head. but when i do come across this person, he/she will be in some dangerous territory.
well jenny i hope that is enough for one night...
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[12 Aug 2002|06:10pm] |
well i just got back from another "team" party... this time it was much better.... we were so wild... i would share some of the things we did, its a secret....
i am so glad liz is home... i missed her... i tried calling her sunday but she was out...
i called my little sister yesterday and i was disappointed to find out that she was in 8th grade last year at dhs....i think it takes the fun out of it when the freshman is already experienced... she already set about how she feels about the school and the teachers.
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[04 Aug 2002|09:29pm] |
hey everyone... today was one of those days where i did nothing... it wasnt a depressing day, but i did things by myself... i woke up like at nine and i had to visit my aunt who is like 95 yrs old...we went to save a center and she bought some toilet paper...after that i read my book and watched Thoroughly Modern Millie... Julie andrews stars in it... its so funny... if you like comedy/musicals, you would like this movie...
... Starting tomorrow... i am spending a few days with my cousins... so if you want to get in touch with me... you need to call my cell
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[03 Aug 2002|07:26pm] |
well yesterday was pretty boring... i went over to tiffany's house (one of my team mates)because we were having a team party... but the only poeple that showed up was five seniors and a two juniors... all we did was watch about 15 episodes of friends and dumb and dumber... although i did enjoy one of the friends episode because i never seen it before.... it was a thanksgiving one... when they play football... it was so funny... anyway i pretty much wasted my night... and i think that i would have rather gone with liz and lauren to the neutral ground... but in life you make mistakes...
... i didnt sleep at all last night because i got stuck sleeping on the floor....yes the hard wooden floor...no carpet....then in the morning, i watched real world for the first time in my life.... i never want to watch it again... that is torture.... my day gets better when i meet lauren at the mall... we had a fun time.. i bought some new boy style underwear from Victoria Secret... i enjoy them very much... i am wearing them right now...heheheee
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[01 Aug 2002|06:56pm] |
i love the feeling when i finish something... when i finally complete it after its been some time... like when a school year is over... i am relieved that a another year went by and i survived the insanity of teachers, tests, and volleyball games.
when i complete something it satifies me and i am ready to try the next task
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[29 Jul 2002|10:34am] |
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today is monday and i dont have to work!... i love those days when i get to step out of the usual routine and do something i want to do... i always llove it when we get mondays and fridays off durring school because we dont have to go through the routine... we can sleep in late..take a long shower ... order lunch.. and spend time to ourselves... instead of going to shcool and dying of boredom...and this year will be great because as a senior we get lots of freedom days!
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[23 Jul 2002|09:38pm] |
i have a camper named olivia... she is 6 yrs old... she is so cute and tiny... she has beautiful blond hair and the brightest blue eyes i have ever seen... today we were riding on the bus and this little girl was telling me how she is so sad because she never sees her parents...and the rest of her family... she told me that her mom drops her off at camp at 7:30 and doesnt pick her up till 6pm...she says when she gets home he mom and dad are too busy to play with her.... she says she cant wait to till camp ends because she want to play with her mommy and daddy... she never sees her school and friends and she misses them alot (she goes to McGee).
- this child is only six years old and she knows how it feels to be depressed and ignored...
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[23 Jul 2002|09:33pm] |
-today was sad and lonely...
-i got home from work and did nothing
-called friends but they didnt want to go out... but i understand why....
-it makes me sad when i miss out on things..i know some of my friends went out to eat last night and i couldnt go
-i went to barnes in nobles to cheer myself up.. and it helped a little... i dont know why i like going there because i am not a big book reader... but i just like the store for some reason
- and its kinda depressing to say this... but i am ready for shcool to start... when your at school you have to do things and your not doing nothing all the time...and i get to be with my friends... well i dont know about this yr.. cause i wont see lauren and elizabeth a lot... but calie will be there for me! yea for me and calie
- but lately i feel sad because i cant go to west and i really want to... like i said before... i always miss out on things
- lastly (another sad thing) Di (my dog), i think she is dying
i cant understand how one day i can be so happy and the next day i can be so ugh...
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[23 Jul 2002|09:22pm] |
-today was sad and lonely...
-i got home from work and did nothing
-called friends but they didnt want to go out... but i understand why....
-it makes me sad when i miss out on things..i know some of my friends went out to eat last night and i couldnt go
-i went to barnes in nobles to cheer myself up.. and it helped a little... i dont know why i like going there because i am not a big book reader... but i just like the store for some reason
- and its kinda depressing to say this... but i am ready for shcool to start... when your at school you have to do things and your not doing nothing all the time...and i get to be with my friends... well i dont know about this yr.. cause i wont see lauren and elizabeth a lot... but calie will be there for me! yea for me and calie
- but lately i feel sad because i cant go to west and i really want to... like i said before... i always miss out on things
- lastly (another sad thing) Di (my dog), i think she is dying
i cant understand how one day i can be so happy and the next day i can be so ugh...
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[23 Jul 2002|09:22pm] |
-today was sad and lonely...
-i got home from work and did nothing
-called friends but they didnt want to go out... but i understand why....
-it makes me sad when i miss out on things..i know some of my frineds went out to eat last night and i couldnt go
-i went to barnes in nobles to cheer myself up.. and it helped a little... i dont know why i like going there cause i am not a big reader... but i just like it
- and its kinda depressing to say this... but i am ready for shcool to start... when your at school you have to do things and your not bored all the time...and i get to be with my friends... well i dont know about this yr.. cause i wont see lauren and elizabeth a lot... but calie will be there for me! yea for me and calie
- but lately i feel sad bcause i cant go to west and i really want to... like i said before... i always miss out on things
- lastly (another sad thing) Di (my dog), i think she is dying
i cant understand how one day i can be so happy and the next day i can be so ugh...
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[21 Jul 2002|10:37pm] |
i am glad everyone is home now!... and i only have one more week of work! yes!
if you havent heard yet... the coach from stonehill college in Mass wants me to play for his team... i am so excited that a coach wants me to play in college... i always thought that i wasnt good enough at volleyball compared to others... and that my hard work would later just go to shit... i could never find the right team or coach that respected me... but now i believe that i am a good player and i just got screwed last yr
i finally have something to believe in
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[21 Jul 2002|10:31pm] |
i am glad everyone is home now!... and i only have one more week of work! yes!
if you havent heard yet... the coach from stonehill college in Mass wants me to play for his team... i am so excited that a coach wants me to play in college... i always thought that i wasnt good enough at volleyball compared to others... and that my hard work would later just go to shit... i could never find the right team or coach that respected me... but now i believe that i am a good player and i just got screwed last yr
i finally have something to believe in
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[20 Jul 2002|11:42am] |
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hey i am finally back... i enjuyed my trip very much...
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[09 Jul 2002|10:27pm] |
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goodbye friends... i will miss you
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i feel like i am being watched by a stranger... yesterday... i was riding my bike... and this tall black man came up and started to ride his bike right next to me... he said "hi" and i said "hi" back... i thought he would then leave... but he kept following me... he kept right behind me... then i asked " what do you want?" he said "i want to ride my bike with you" of course i didnt know what to say... all i said was ... "whatever"... then he kept riding right behind me again... asking me questions like what is my name... where do i live... and then he told me that he wanted give me his number... (this guy has to be in his 30's or 40's) i said no thanks and kept riding... i didnt want to go home because i didnt want him to know where i lived... i told him to leave... and he said "why did you say i could ride with you then... you said whatever... that means i can"... i said "well i dont want you to"... and he left.. i rode home... making sure he wasnt following me... but i was scared....today i went to 5:30 mass and as i was walking into my front yard i saw him.... he knows where i lives... and now i am freaked out.... i didnt tell my parents because i didnt want to say i couldnt go outside anymore... but if i see him again... i will...
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[06 Jul 2002|08:11pm] |
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hey liz... if i dont talk to you before you leave Sunday... i want to say goodbye and i have a wonderful time in Colorado... if you give me an address to where you are staying maybe i can send you a post card or something....
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[06 Jul 2002|08:04pm] |
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today i listen to tori... i am happy now that i did... i havent really listen to her words in a long time....
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[02 Jul 2002|06:11pm] |
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so i was doing really good at not continuing my habit of biting nails... but just five minutes ago... i chewed them off.... i dont understand why bitng my nails give me pleasure.... its so soothing to just knaw my nails off... o well i guess i can try again... but i am sure i will just bite again...
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[02 Jul 2002|06:10pm] |
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anyone has plans for the 4th?
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